At work some people are kindly asking how I’m feeling. I’m still nauseated. I’m not struggling with how to answer but I am struggling with my emotions when they ask. Don’t get me wrong – I’ve not been crying. Quite the contrary, I felt nothing when one of the girls asked after me. I coyly said that my symptoms were caused by tablets and I’m going back to the doctor for it. When she asked if it was another gynaecological problem and I had to say no. She laughed and said that “Foxy, you’re a wreck!” I laughed but felt nothing. I told her one of these days one of my legs would fall off. She said “And you’d smile about it too.” I smiled but felt nothing. I could have done with being able to cry or be picked up by these comments (and I’d like to say how lovely everyone is that I work with) but I’ve felt nothing.
I think what I’ll do is stop taking the anti-depressants. I have a follow-up with the GP on Monday and will ask for something other than drugs. Maybe St John’s Wort will be a better choice for me? Maybe I could do with some counselling? I’ll speak to the GP about it all and hopefully I’ll start to feel better in the new year.
Foxy
Foxy in the Waiting Room 
((((Foxy)))) I don’t know what’s worse, non-stop crying, or being unable to cry when you want to. There are lots of anti-depressants out there, as I’m sure you know, and your GP may try a different type. Meds along with Counselling is a good combo.
You take care of yourself, and I’m hear if you want to chat, moan, rant, or whatever.