I wish I had a better update but I only managed a half day at work today. I’m still feeling nauseated but, what’s worse is I’m feeling down again. There’s a cloud around my heart. I don’t feel like doing anything. I don’t want to go anywhere. Even Beatles Tunes aren’t lifting my spirits.
I’m trying not to feel guilty for not feeling Christmasy. I just know that sometime in February I’ll finally start to feel like Christmas and I’ll have missed it.
I am going to bed.